Never have I felt like God is non-responsive like I did then. 

Today I write this with a heart full of gratitude and love for God. I’m tirelessly pursuing him, and in knowing Him for who He really is, I just found myself focusing more on Him than anyone else. And I cannot describe the peace and hope that fills my heart. 

There are some things that I prayed for and still have not received yet, but in all that, I found myself at peace . This is a kind of peace only He can give. There really is joy and peace in His presence. It’s as if life’s troubles are no more.